Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Friday, June 13, 2014

How much does one 'poor' life really matter?- A confrontation at Gadchiroli



A tingling sensation of the slap had continued to persist on my cheek many minutes after it had been rendered upon me by an angry young man who had walked into my lodging without warning. He had immediately been whisked away by a group of youngsters who had been conversing with me.

It was as a part of my course field work that I had come to stay in a tribal village in the infamous Gadchiroli district of eastern Maharashtra. The first semester of my Masters in Social Work had been rather uninspiring and I was looking forward to making the most out of this end-semester field work.

I had packed little and had prepared myself to journey through the dense jungles of this forest covered district as best as I could. But the start had been rather daunting and I was still recovering from the slap. It had only been an hour since my designated NGO at Kurkheda had dropped me off at Khidiritola village in Korchi block.

Amid all this tension, Krishna kaka the head of my host-house began to frantically apologize to me. I managed to meekly smile and reassure him with a ‘thike hai’ (it’s ok). He had sensed my unrelenting unease and sat in silence with a lowered head and a crestfallen face which continued to hold an innocent smile of embarrassment.

After a few moments of silence, Krishna Kaka began to ask questioningly, “You are comfortable in this house na baba? I know it is small but I hope you are happy. We do not have much to build a finer house.”

I reassured him again saying how despite the heat outside, it remained cool inside their home. This was the magic of a mud house.

After a brief moment of silence, I enquired, “Who was that boy?”

Kaka replied in his broken Hindi, “Kaun (who) Ganesh? He’s a good lad. Just a little disturbed. His name is Ganesh. Do forgive him baba.”

He slowly began narrating to me the anguish of Ganesh whose brother had been diagnosed with mouth cancer a year ago. A certain health centre which shared a name similar as that of the NGO I came from had allegedly cheated him of a lot of money. They had promised to bring his brother Suraj in good health. But soon after they took him into a hospital in the block town of Korchi, his situation began to get complicated and they claimed that immediate surgeries were required to be carried out.

Later that evening, a weeping and apologetic Ganesh told me how after a week the doctors had told them that Suraj's life could not be saved. He told me how the doctor treating Suraj had all along kept the family uninformed about what was exactly happening with him. Ganesh later observed stitch marks on Suraj's abdomen indicating that the doctors had operated upon him there. He failed to understand why a patient admitted for mouth cancer had to be operated upon on the abdomen. The doctors had failed to answer his questions about why they had done so and had instead demanded for the remaining medical fees to be paid before the body could be handed over to the family. The medical expenses had led Ganesh into a large debt. I was told later that he had been a little unsettled ever since.

Ganesh continued to speak incoherently of the various problems that had befallen his family. I began to picture a moment three years ago when I had met with a bike accident late into the night. Serious injuries had led to a cerebral hemorrhage which needed immediate attention. I woke up alive after 10 days of complete sleep in the ICU of a posh hospital in Chennai. A team of top-class neurologists and Anesthesiologists had been treating and operating upon me all along keeping my parents informed at every step about any developments in my condition.

A part of my skull was removed and a titanium mesh was placed instead to keep me safe. The doctors later informed me that had I been admitted any later than when I was, my chances of being alive would have been very unlikely.

The hospital I had been admitted to was just a kilometer and a half away from the place of my accident. The hospital nearest to Khidiritola was at Korchi 40 kilometers away. And the only means of transportation in the case of an emergency...


...a bullock cart.
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Sunday, May 12, 2013

Part And Parcel of Life



It was 10 in the night and I was returning home from a friends place. I caught a local train and stood at its entrance enjoying the cool breeze flowing in. Being a Sunday, the train was empty and was speeding down the track. A few people got down upon its reaching a station and I stood lazily praying that the train would reach my destination soon. All of a sudden, as if from nowhere, a polio affected kid in a tattered shirt, crawling as fast as he could, reached the entrance of the train and held on to the median pole trying to pull himself up. The train started to move slowly and the kid got frantic in his efforts to get in. I promptly caught hold of his shirt in an attempt to pull him up. The shirt began to tear and I shrieked with fright as the train started to gather speed. The kid showed no signs of letting the pole go. I got hold of his hand in a desperate attempt to save him and pulled him up. The kid lay inside exhausted and gasping for breath with his head facing the floor of the train. He looked up slowly as I began to shout angrily. Gazing silently through his watery eyes, he stretched his palm out. I froze realizing that he was begging for alms. The kid virtually remained oblivious to all the tension that had surrounded him just a few minutes back. He started tugging at the bottom of my pants embarrassing me further. I gave him a few coins and got off at the next station to board a different compartment.

I reminisced over all that had happened upon getting back home that night. Somewhere down, I felt disgusted to myself for having done so little. I had let indifference devour me. Had I really saved the kid's life? Why did I do no more than drop a few coins? Why did I not do anything to ensure he wouldn't face a similar situation again? I wondered what the boy would remember of his childhood when he grew up. Would nostalgia ever bring back pleasant memories to him? These questions kept bothering me as I lay on my bed. Was he hungry? Where was his mother? Did he have any friends? He would probably spend the night at the corner of some station, and here I lay sleeping cosily in the comfort of my bed.

Do we as a people really care about these things in the 21st century or are they just what we have come to call ‘A part and parcel of life’. How nicer it would be if someone started a campaign called “I Am Mother Teresa”. There certainly is a need for us as a society to get progressive rather than letting philanthropic work stay in the hands of an enlightened few.
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